today one of my best friends, Gabe, died. He overdosed on monday i believe and died today of organ failure. Gabe was such an amazing friend to me. He was so sweet and kind and never failed to make me laugh. He always inspired me to embrace myself and to be me. He made me feel like i had a purpose. He was always there when i needed someone to talk to. I talked to him every day and he always made every shitty day a little bit better. I could say a million more amazing things about him but i'd rather not start crying again. If you were considering suicide while you read this take this as a sign not to because i lost someone very important today and suicide doesn't just kill you it hurts the ones who love you. I would give anything to be able to talk to him again.